Friendship!!

Do you think that u r blessed by lot of friends?? Believe me if i say that you wouldn't realize whose ur friend really are till u fall down, really bad..Let's be more dramatic, say if u r going to fall down a cliff. Friend will give their hand, though they know that neither will survive (especially if u like me-44.5kg: max weight, trying to pull some1 like amad-60kg??<--for sure both will fall in few seconds).. Thing is, this stuff only happen in movies. My story is more realistic though:

There was this moment, when I have no1 to turn to.. I was lost, devastated.. Seems like ages ago we are friend, but she still accept me and help me all the way in an open arm.. And I starting to regret few years we haven't been together, wht we hv been missing..
There are 2 people's I cnt live w/o.. One of them is my bestfriend.. She always there, a shoulder to cry on, a light in the nite.. Sound like lesbi, huahaha..but trust me, I'm not.. It just, I used to not trust a person to be too divine in their friendship. I always be surrounded by masked people, full of pretending. Matt Parkman ability, reading minds going to help in this situation. Well, only in drama such thing exists.. It is great to have a very bestfriend in ur bright and not forgotten, the darkness in life!! Thx for always be there!!

How to break up??

There are no right way how to break a relationship. But somehow, at least try to minimize the impact to our once beloved person in a proper way. I'd come across with a friend, who get her last word from his x's: "I'm tired pretending to love u anymore. I'd fell in love with someone else.." <--what a jerk!! After spend nearly 3 years together, how can some people be that cold?? Ok, no love<---I got it, but haven't you heard a word of 'compassionate'? To the person who stay by u when u down and grab u before u fall... Does that 3 years give u more thn jz love?? Friendship, companion <---definitely the purest friendship given. And of course, to add more ice into hs coldness, he asked for ths breakup 3 month before final exam?? Can't u find another perfect timing?? God...Can't u held ur tongue??? It isn't fair if the guy can keep on living like nothg happen and happy wf hs new girlfriend while ths girl have to go through ths purgatory and watching ths guy every single day as she meant nothing to him?? Juz 3 months more,, thn thy both will be apart...why cant ths guy wait till tht moment?? Simple word: Jerk, cold-blooded man!!!

Look into the mirror!!! Now!!!

I always hate my lips.. Cz my lower lip looks waaay too big compare to the upper one. And, my teeth(you hv no ideas) nvr going to help too... but somehow, i was lucky to notice that my eyes are big (ridiculously people find attractive), and that is my friend, is the biggest asset for me.. Basically, what I'm trying to say is we took too much on the bad side to notice the beauty of ourself.. Another example, say if u hv a big butt..u always look at it n feel bad about it..but, what u should think about is, that u have a nice body, curve which are guys could be dreaming off!! Some people would die to hv ur body... Second, usually xl wearers hv quite critical low self-esteem... Let me tell u smthg, s far s i live i always thought tht xl people's are cute..Seriously, I do think so!! All u hv to do is wear appropriate dress, which will emphasize ur beauty..N stop staring down at the floor, look straight into people's eyes!! Now, what I'm trying to say is we always overlook.. We think too much of our scarcity but we simply ignored the part of us that others found beautiful...That's why...Start searching now, looks for the best part of u!!!!

Learning Process

I am still new for this blogging..so, hope u all cn endure this TOO ORDINARY blog..somehow I still wonder, right now, while i'm writing, who the hell is going to read my blog? Huhuhu.. Nvm, still thx for reading.. Basically wht's i'm trying to do in my blog is a girl's perspective of life. And the hardness n pain that we, as a girl (probably woman(wait til i'm matured enaf)) going through in daily life. Well, jz wait til i hv stuff to write about. And b4 putting my hand down, i jz wanna say, English is my 2nd language, so please bear it if my text is sounded like kindergarten students. Huahaha..Ok..c u all soon.Thx for visiting my blog.
P/s: ats desakan, gambar tlh ditarik semula.hahahaha